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Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Thank You Allah.Akhirnya aku mengerti.

Salam alaikum wbt.
new post.dah nak bersawang blog ni.
ini hanya tempat persinggahan meluah perasaan.hari ini ada something nak dikongsi.
tapi sebelum itu,ini dia,something from our God al-Mighty.


قَالَ إِنَّمَا أَشْكُو بَثِّي وَحُزْنِي إِلَى اللَّهِ وَأَعْلَمُ مِنَ اللَّهِ مَا لَا تَعْلَمُونَ [12:86]

(Nabi Yaakub) menjawab: "Sesungguhnya aku hanyalah mengadukan kesusahan dan dukacitaku kepada Allah dan aku mengetahui (dengan perantaraan wahyu) dari Allah, apa yang kamu tidak mengetahuinya.

Adukan apa-apa sahaja kepada ALLAH TAALA,insyaALLAH hatimu akan terasa lazatnya dzauk dan kau redha atas takdir-NYA.


Sesungguhnya,Nabi Muhammad SAW melarang kita dari bersifat ghuluw.

tahukah kamu dia ghuluw itu?
ghuluw itu ertinya bersikap melampaui batas.
setepatnya,Nabi SAW mengatakan sikap ini dilarang keras dalam beribadah.
seringkali diingatkan oleh Nabi SAW sendiri menyatakan bersikap istiqamah dengan beramal sedikit dalam ibadah lebih dicintai daripada melampau-lampau dalam beribadah.

Mengapa?kerana Nabi SAW menyatakan ini adalah punca kebinasaan umat-umat terdahulu.

GHULUW HANYA PADA IBADAH??

Sebenarnya banyak Ibrah yang boleh diperolehi daripada hadis ini.ketahuilah salah satu punca binasa manusia ialah ghuluw dalam kehidupan dunia.Sesungguhnya jika kau mengejar dunia,dunia akan menghinakan dirimu,sedang jika kau kejari akhirat dunia akan melutut di kakimu,insyaALLAH.

ketahuilah,jangan kau berlebih-lebihan dalam bergembira.
jangan kau berlebih-lebihan dalam berduka.
jangan kau berlebih-lebihan dalam segenap perkara.

Sesungguhnya,aku tidak hairan akan perkara yang tidak aku perolehi.Demi ALLAH,telah banyak nikmat ALLAH TAALA kepadaku,sehingga aku malu untuk memohon perkara yang aku hajati tetapi tidak perolehi.
Manusia memandangku tidak redha kepada takdir-Nya,sesungguhnya dapatkah mereka mengerti siapa yang tidak redha akan takdir-Nya?
Demi ALLAH,adakah aku yang berkeras??
Demi ALLAH,jika tidak kerana baik sangka,aku sendiri sudah lama berkeras.
DEMI TUHAN yang menggengam jiwaku ini,kerana DIA telah menjadikan jiwaku ini lembut dan mudah mengalah,aku alahkan rasa kerasku.
DEMI NAMA TUHAN YANG MAHA TINGGI,tidaklah aku bersedih melainkan kerana terkilan akan melampaui batas akan mereka ketika bergembira.
Sesungguhnya ghuluw ketika beribadah adalah buruk,tetapi ketahuilah ghuluw dalam sesuatu perkara dunia lebih buruk lagi.
Ketahuilah!!
ALLAH lah sebaik-baik perancang,jika ALLAH tidak mentakdirkan sesuatu terjadi,demi ALLAH,tidak akan terjadi sesuatu itu,walaupun asbabnya bukan seperti yang dikau jangkakan.
pesanku padamu,sederhanalah.
demi ALLAH,jika kau berlebih-lebihan,ALLAH akan menarik nikmat-NYA ke atas kamu,sehingga kau akan berasa kecewa dan sakit yang teramat sangat.
Aku tidak mahu mendoakan keburukan kepada kalian,tetapi fahamilah perjalanan masih jauh.kita hanya bersinggah,'kampung' asal kita
masih jauh.
masih jauh.
masih jauh.

Sekian,kalian sendiri mengerti siapa kalian.Jauhilah terlampau-lampau bergembira atas kesedihan manusia lain,kerana DEMI ALLAH,ALLAH pasti membalas perbuatan yang menyakiti orang lain,fizikal atau emosi.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Responsibilty and Love

salam alaykum..
maaf,lama tidak meng-update blog ini..(lebih kepada diri sendiri maaf ni:P)
lama berjanji dengan diri sendiri untuk update,tetapi tiada idea yang menarik untuk dikongsi..

namun ada beberapa benda yang menjadi tonik semangat untuk menulis..hari ini we will learn a little bit inside me..

being the first son in my family,people often think I'm the matured one because I'm the "abang" in the family..even I'm addressed myself as abang in my family..:P..but notthey are wrong..I'm not that kind of person..I hate responsibility,and I often ran away from it..I hate the fact that I'm the first child,I hate the fact that I have to become responsible for everything..

because (I consider) my parents are strict,I suffered quite a handful of discipline action,in order to so-called educating me to be example for my younger siblings..(I used to hate this before,now i understand it)..worst,I blame to everyone around me things that I can't do nor afraid to do..never ever think i could be the one to blame too..I become narcissistic,a super-confident about my own way,playing around like a headless chicken and that I don't have to be responsible just because I want it that way...

I'm afraid,so afraid to do mistake..
I'm so careful and hate to lose and be wrong..
I'm just doing things that I like,I have confident with and things that 100 percent would be in favor for me..

now what have all of that to do with taking responsibility??

i think,if u not ready to take risks,never bother about taking responsibility!

it doesn't come cheaply,it come with risks!!

So many things around me and involves me,would never happen without responsibility..

because of it,my parents took the risk agreed to wed early..(19 and 20)..
because of it,all lecturers and teachers of me,never failed to give advice for the best of me..
because of it,even the captain of my team show so much affections in taking care of all us(even maybe in quite a weird way :P)

I now understand it,how beautiful it is,how it such a lovely feeling for that to happen..
I might be correct,responsibility gives u hard time and quite a headache sometimes..but i believe the rewards indeed is unexplainable..:)

because i believe it such a beautiful feeling to have some to depends on you..
being responsible never came out from being forced,it comes from LOVE..
yes u read it right,L-O-V-E..
you are not willing to take risks,because u are forced too..NO!
because u care,and u love them,so u willing to take risks for them!

I questioned myself,for what sake all the thing I've done??is this wholeheartedly,or just I'm doing it for the sake of myself??I've been thinking about it,and how I ashamed to even think about it!!
It seems like I have played with everybody hearts and feeling,that they think I'm a person that can be rely too,where in fact I'm doing it halfheartedly..seems like I'm the jerkiest dude ever! :(

don't get me wrong,i wont go that lovey-dovey puppy love area..
I grace love with all my respect and heart..I'm not just referring love in a lovely romantic movies way,I'm describing love as universal - its around you!

father+mother+siblings..
grandma+granpa..
Friends..
lecturers+teachers..

I've been blessed with them,and all their love towards me,with all of them taking their respective responsible towards me a their should too,wholeheartedly and in a very positive manner..

I'm ashamed that it took me this long to say this..

Yes,I'm willing to take the risks now..
Yes,I want people to start depending on me..
Yes,I do realised now..

I WANT TO TAKE THE RISKS AND THE RESPONSIBILITY NOW!

i will not be afraid to be wrong..
i will not be ashamed of it..
i will try to learn from my mistake and improvise myself..
insyaAllah..:)

I'm hoping for the moment where I can't proudly saying out loud to everyone

"you guys can DEPENDS ON ME"

the D-Day would come eventually,insyaAllah..

Friday, June 24, 2011

perpisahan..

salam alaykum~

"setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan"..

biasa dengar kan phrase ni??
hidup kita,merupakan satu kitaran sebenarnya..
walaupun sedar atau tidak,masa yang berjalan sebenarnya telah menyebabkan kita lalai dan leka dengan sekeliling kita...

antara perkara yang aku suka lakukan ialah mengimbau kembali kenangan lampau..
back to the exact time,and kalau boleh aku prefer to be on that specific places olso..

for example,a year ago its me who jump with joy after my A-Level finish..and yet after a year I'm doing the exact same thing-have a dinner at Pak li at Ole2 Shah Alam..

today my juniors are celebrating their little 'independent day'..can't believe how fast time passes by..they do 'moving' at such a massive speed nowadays!!

anyway its not that i want to say..Its about how ok it is,to sometimes walk down the 'timeline' road..thinking and revising what have u done in the past..so u can take some lesson from it,and avoid doing the same old mistake..

not everything I had done in the past that i proud of,but I'm not feeling bad either to say a few notable things is worth a place in my mind..
we will keep study and learn,because we are human,who are a special creature with miraculous ability..

the other things that i learn is never have a fond feeling toward something/place/one,because it would hurt u more than u know..

I believe its one of the Prophet saying that we must be moderate and not practicing extremism in one way or another..and I can understand know why..


adieu,salam alaykum..